It Was Just a Wish 18-28

“The truth is that there are no words for how deep you went into me. Oceans and oceans. Divine intervention made you an authentic soulmate, as essential as air or rain - a one-in-a-million chance. I don’t think most people who use that word really know what it means. It didn't feel like an accident at the time and I haven't grown in a way that I can see it that way now.

“And that you can't see it that way doesn’t erase some fundamental truths for me. Despite the rage and judgement I threw at you a decade ago, you really will always be my sunlight, moonlight, and starlight. I may love others very deeply but that place in me belongs to you. I don’t seem to have much say on that. It doesn’t shift or change. You broke me at 19 and I peaked early. At least in terms of how far I was reached. And that's what matters. To me.”