It Was Just a Wish 14

“The emotional part of me was flabbergasted. How can you go that deep with someone, have the weird cosmic forces reemerge, keep my letters, want to see my handwriting, work in the building we fell in love, live only a few blocks from where we spent an incredible weekend, look away when you saw me with a girlfriend years later… HOW could you then be so casual, so indifferent, so callous and unempathetic?

That’s the emotional. I didn’t know what I know now about splitting and distortion and the fear of a little girl that needed a protector from her protector.”